Monday, October 30, 2017

Diary 3

For LL

More from the 'vicarious vicar', LL. Just in case you don't know what vicarious means:

Experienced in the imagination through the feelings or actions of another person.

So now you do know.

You really should have made more effort, stayed faithful and been in touch more, then I wouldn't have sought pastures new. I say pastures because as you now know there were many more than just one.... If I didn't have portfolios etc and notes I would never remember them all!

Back to her diary and some further reading for you. Re-reading her entries now reminds me of how intense she was. She knew I was not tied to her (Freudian slip maybe😉). As a consequence LL I didn't feel that guilty in photographing and bedding a few other women. I knew we weren't going anywhere permanent - the vicar and I - so I did what I did, back then.

If you had stayed faithful none of this would have happened, but looking back you opened up a whole new world for me, indirectly. I moved on you didn't.

There's lots more where the entries below came from LL. Her diary is quite extensive and ...descriptive!

I thought I would post this to demonstrate how much I was appreciated elsewhere and less than six months before we 'parted'.

Talking of parting. Her's a parting shot of her. The parson's pleasures' and mine too!

Read on:

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May 2005

Monday

Dear Diary.

F has been away this last 10 days but has kept in touch via email. He is in Paris and Rouen on business. I miss him but comfort myself with the fact he is back tomorrow and he has suggested a venue for our next meeting. He owns a property in Cambridge that I didn't know about.

That will make things so much easier but I would love to spend a few days in London with him. That may come about later this year as there is a seminar I can attend there.

My feelings have been in a little turmoil since he has been away. I have urges I shouldn't have. I even masturbated at my parishioner's house that I am looking after the other day. What do you think Diary, am I becoming a nymphomaniac or just a normal woman who has been awakened?

I caress my own breasts and imagine it is F doing it and when I bath I close my eyes and think he is in there with me. That makes me wet. I am often wet these days from reliving what happened just two weeks ago. Does that make me some sort of slut I wonder.

No Diary I don't think so. I have reconciled what I am doing in my mind. I am living for the first time. I feel really alive. I have a spring in my step and a smile on my face that is 100% genuine. All because of F and my daring in the church hall nearly three weeks ago.

Tuesday

F has said he will be in Cambridge tomorrow and we can meet and he will drive me to his place. I can't stay the night of course much as I want to but I will make the most of the day with him. I expect that most of it will be spent indoors!

Later

He phoned this afternoon and I told him that I couldn't wait and I also described what I wanted when we are together. Afterward I went out on parish visits. I feel that I am living two separate lives. Church and family and my secret life. I know I am and I am enjoying myself greatly on the one hand and feeling a little guilty on the other. But not that much.

Wednesday

Children at school husband at work and I am just letting you know Diary that I am feeling very excited yet again about today and what it holds. I just stopped while writing to squeeze my breasts and close my eyes and nearly went as far as masturbating but that won't be necessary today.

Late P. M

I'm back home for the children and their meal. I will write up today's experience, and what an experience it was later.


Friday

Morning Diary. Was it just two days ago?

Back to Wednesday

I had parked on the edge of town. Cambridge parking is so expensive! He was there waiting for me. Standing leaning against the side of his car. It was different - the car. It was new he had changed cars. I locked mine and got into his. It was lovely. He leaned over and kissed me and just said ready?

I was more than ready for what the day might hold. We drove to his place in Cambridge. Somehow I was expecting a flat or apartment but it was a brand new beautiful house.. The lawn was new too you could see the edges of the turf. To my surprise it was fully furnished and beautiful. Courtesy of an interior designer and John Lewis he said.

We wandered around his new house. I wasn't sure if he was going to live there. I hoped so, but he said no that it was an investment and he might sell it on at the right time.

We returned to the kitchen and made a drink. As the kettle was boiling he embraced me and it was so nice. I often wonder if I can go on like this living two lives and only wanting to live one. This one.

It was quite hot today and I had a summer dress on and just my undies, no clerical wear.

My zip and his belt offered little resistance to our desire for each other and soon we were naked in the kitchen. Today I wanted to be on top of him and if possible for him to take me somewhere other than the bedroom. Both my wishes were granted.

We decided to go upstairs so I started to head off when he put his hands around me from behind. Both his hands on my tummy resting just above my vagina. They were warm and firm. I leaned back against him and could feel his hardness rising. I wiggled my bottom and he moved his hands to my tits and caressed them then squeezed them. Come on he said to me bed calls. 

We went upstairs with him following me. I knew he was looking at me  and my arse and I loved that feeling of being desired. Oh Diary when we reached the bedroom I was already wet with anticipation. How is that? He had not really started on me yet.

We stood facing each other in the bedroom . I could see his arse in the mirror of the wardrobe and wanted that to tighten as he made love to me. The muscles in his legs looked lovely too. Groin to groin we stood there his hands on my arse and my arms around his neck. We kissed long and slow exploring each others mouths and tongues. It was too much I couldn't wait.

We both got onto the bed. He was perpendicular that is his cock was. I climbed onto him and moved myself so his cock was rubbing my clitoris. I was so wet and open and ready. He helped me by guiding himself into me and then I think the word is I rode him fast and hard. Moving myself in a riding motion. Each time that motion was forward it rubbed my clitoris and I was coming far faster than ever before.

F had reached up and grabbed my breasts which I have to say are generous and firm but not overly large. Squeezing and pinching my nipples the harder I rode him the more he squeezed I eased for a short while and leaned over so he could suck my tits. What a lovely feeling but then the urge returned to reach my climax. It was there and wanting. I leaned back and rode him faster than ever and oh it was coming. At that point he slapped my bottom hard and I just came so wonderfully.

I collapsed and lay on him panting. He was still inside me and still erect. I could feel it and it was lovely.

He rolled me off pulled me to the end of the bed and then reentered me while standing and oh he fucked me so hard I thought I would die. For a while I watched his cock going in and out and the feeling it brought and the emotions. Then I turned my head sideways and looked in the wardrobe door mirrors. My legs were up and apart, my breasts jiggling all over the place and my face flushed with I think the blood rising in my body. Then I don't remember as I came again and my eyes were closed. 

He was nearly there I could feel it. Just before he comes he gets even harder and that point was coming and oh my God so was I again! He did come right that moment and it was wonderful, wonderful. Oh my just thinking of it now two days later is heavenly.

We had a shower afterward and he said I had christened the bed. For me as a vicar that was an amusing thought as the amount of liquid I gushed onto the sheets was quite appropriate! 

He had lunch already prepared. How thoughtful . After our joint shower which was also quite sensual we put on robes and went downstairs to eat.

We talked about my life and his and our children. His being much older than mine. Then after an hour or so I mentioned that I would have to get back in about an hour and a half. I thought we wouldn't have time for more lovemaking. I call it lovemaking now rather than sex as I think I could love this man so much.

Then I was ready for him to take me again and he did. He put me on the kitchen unit took off my robe and I wrapped my legs around him as he sucked on my tits. It didn't take much to make me wet and slippery again. We put cushions on the unit top and then I lay back and he did what I find so wondrous he started licking my vagina and clitoris. 

I thought I was going to die again. I was still a little sensitive from the morning and what he did sent me into the stratosphere. I know I was crying out in pleasure and that I climaxed while he was still licking me. I pulled his head away as I was contracting so much and I wanted him inside me.

He lifted me down but then had me bend over the unit as he thrust into me. The way he did it was heaven touching parts I never knew existed and making me scream this time in ecstasy. I never knew sex could make you reach such heights.

Another quick shower together and I had to go. He dropped me off and we kissed before I left his car for mine. I am saddened yet elated by Wednesday's lovemaking. Elated because it was out of this world but saddened as he is off again to Europe on business. Spain and France he said.

Now I will wait a week or so before we meet again.


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Friday, October 27, 2017

More Diary

For LL

I promised some more from the vicarious vicar and here it is LL. You will realize by now that although she was one that I was with after you messed me around and cheated, she wasn't the only one by a long, long way. Unlike you they were all good friends to me and by and large we all knew we weren't the only ones in each of our lives.

I remember you saying you wanted to remain friends after you cheated on me. That's like having you cake and eating it too. Did you really think I would remain your friend after what you did? That may be how you work but it most certainly isn't the way I worked. You cross me and that is it. I gave you several chances to return and you didn't have the guts, so in my book you weren't worth it. Then there was that little thing called ...trust. You lost mine, you lost me and you lsot a life you can only dream of.

I treated all the women, during and after you, well and generously as I did you to an extent. They appreciated it - you obviously didn't. Gift horses and mouths spring to mind.

Read on now - others appreciated me ... a lot: 



April 2005



Friday

I am back home. Exhausted, elated happier than I have ever been and feeling very fulfilled as a woman. I will write up what happened later but I have told F about this diary which is stored online and password protected. I have given him the password. 

Back at my diary. 

Dear diary I have such a tale to tell you. I arrived at F's house in Norfolk. It is very private and approached up a long drive. The house can't be seen from the road. He was waiting for me in front of the garage and took my bag inside as I went before him.

He left the bag in the hallway and said that I should go through to the kitchen where he switched on his coffee machine. I couldn't wait. I flung my arms around his neck and kissed him long and passionately. I felt his hands on my waist and I'm sure he knew I had no knickers on because he felt a little lower than normal. Then he turned me around and without a word undid the zip on my dress. I let it fall to the floor and kicked off my shoes. It amused me to think I had done it again. Left standing with no knickers. He undid my bra and I turned and undid his shirt bottom as he took off his shorts.

The anticipation was killing me I wanted him right there and right now. He steered me into his lounge from the kitchen holding my waist with one hand and playing with my right breast with the other. Then  he pushed a coffee table away and I sat then laid back on his largest settee. He stood and parted my legs. I laid back further and he took me there and then. I was ready. I was so wet in wanting him and he wanted me I could see all to easily as I looked at his cock. Then he entered me and we just wallowed in our sex and oh he was so, so good. I think I held my legs as far apart as possible as he fucked me. That is a hard word but that is what it was a wonderful fuck. I know I came at least twice and I think my juices flowed onto his settee. I was certainly dribbling his and my liquids when eventually I stood and could stand. 

That was the second time I could hardly walk after sex with him. It seemed to drain all the strength from my legs but in a good way.

We spent time at the house after our lovemaking and shared a bath before going out to Norwich for dinner. We squeezed into the bath with him behind me lathering my back and then my front. I loved that it was so sensuous the way his hands glided over my breasts ending up with a little tweak of my nipples. later we turned round and played with each other and he made me come in the bath while I wanked him! Diary, as you can see I am learning a  whole new dictionary of words.

After our bath we dressed and seemed the epitome of a normal couple when we left the house. F took me to his favourite Italian restaurant and we had a lovely and very romantic meal. I think I drank more than I should have but it was wonderful and I left the restaurant feeling warm and secure with my hand in his. We drove to his home with music playing. Once inside we had a small liqueur each and went to bed.

I remember feeling so happy lying next to him and with his arm around me and to think it was only yesterday. I expected nothing in bed last night but he surprised me in a way that I have never experienced before. He knelt between my legs and lowered his head right down to my vagina and started licking me there. My dear Lord it was fantastic! Another first. I wonder what else he can do for me that I have never experienced before.

In a way that question was answered in part when he entered me after the licking (that was so, so nice the licking). He made love to me with such passion and intensity I thought I was separated from my body. When I climaxed my head went wild. I thought I had blacked out and felt a wave of pure unadulterated pleasure sweep up my body, enveloping its entirety. That is when I thought I had fainted.
 because the waves kept coming and then something happened that I had no control over.

I squirted! That was such a feeling, so lovelyy and satisfying. Then I felt embarrassed as I had made the sheets wet, but F said it was fine and entirely natural. He knows so much about a woman's body.

I must stop here.

Saturday

Dear Diary, I forgot Thursday night. How could I! 

Wednesday was overwhelming and that's perhaps why.

Thursday night was lovely and romantic. F cooked for us both and it was delicious. We drank a bottle of wine and lit candles. Then to bed where I lay on my back and he massaged me. His hands, his fingers are very good. He started with my shoulders and worked down my spine. then to my arse and legs. I nearly drifted off it was so nice. Then he worked his way back up my back again with both hands. They were warm and gentle.

I turned over and he started on my thighs. I lay back there on the bed in a lovely cloud of pleasure and relaxation with my eyes closed the bedside lights on. It was wonderful. The massage naturally made me horny so I parted my legs so he could do my inner thighs. He applied a little oil to me which mad it all the more sensuous. Then to my surprise or perhaps not thinking about it, he started massaging around my vagina. He didn't play with my clitoris or insert his fingers, he just massaged all round my opening. It was so arousing. I let him continue for  quite a while as I was drifting into a state of complete pleasure.

I hadn't experienced anything like that. He told me it was tantric massage designed to pleasure the body so as to relax the mind. He achieved that. He mad me so wet I was dribbling out onto the sheet.  With a little more oil he massaged my tits until they were so hard I thought they would burst. We made  love, long and slow and it if it is possible, it was the best ever.

Funny, I have been thinking that my sermon tomorrow is on the theme of 'Love Thy Neighbour as Thyself'. F is not my neighbour but hmmmm. Too much thinking. How incongruous my few days with F are with what tomorrow is, but I am only human and the needs of the flesh are equally as strong as spiritual needs. I will close now Diary family calls.

Sunday 

Late.

Just a few thoughts before I go to bed. 

I sleep with my husband and he has sex with me infrequently in his helpless way. I asked F about this and he said he understands where I am and the commitments I have. I haven't asked but if he has any other women in his life apart from the one I know of in the north then I must reconcile myself to sharing him. Best left unasked and unanswered I think. 

Goodnight Diary, I wonder what the coming weeks will bring.

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There is lots more LL. I will bring just one more blog of her diary to you, in a few days





Thursday, October 26, 2017

S3 (3)


LL

Bit of a gap LL but I have been on an assignment in the west. 

So I see you have been again in the 'same old' haunts. Don't you get fed up with it? I would. I suppose as they say you 'made your bed etc' and have to lie in it metaphorically and literally. Needn't have been, and my life is a million miles from boring or repetitive.

Perhaps you might have taken issue with the many women I met and the many I enjoyed. What a turning point photography was! On the other hand I probably would never have gone down that path if you had behaved. You didn't, and so these galleries/portfolios etc are the result, in part.  So here is another mixture of places and some lovely ladies.







France 2004 - Cheeky


On occasions I was surprised by the willingness of the women I met and those I photographed. I rarely made the first move, although I did in certain instances.

This was one of those occasions where she made the move, much to my surprise given how it came about. Remember I took you to Calais and you bought that white jumper. This was a about a couple of months later on one of those weekends I wasn't visiting you. 

I took off with my car and drove to Amiens, a place I hadn't visited before. In time it led me to Rouen, but that's another story that has already been told in part in a previous blog. I stayed in a lovely old hotel with wrought iron balconies and an excellent restaurant while I spent a couple of days exploring the area.

The same waitress attended to me on both the first and second evening. There were  a few people staying and others that came in off the street to eat. Her English was good and in between serving we talked briefly. Her hair was tied back and she wore  a typical French waiting outfit including trousers.

She told me she lived in at the hotel and was off duty the following day so she wouldn't be serving.

To cut a long story short. The following morning around 6.30 a.m. I heard a knock on my door. I had a room at the top of the hotel. It was Gabrielle.  She was dressed. - I wasn't. Just my gown. I say dressed as she wore trousers a loose top and a denim jacket. She came into my room without a word but with her finger to her lips motioning me to be quiet.

Then she slipped her trousers off and her top without a word. Her bra came off revealing  her boobs and then she slipped her pretty brief maroon panties off. She had pubic hair but not a lot. She pulled the belt on my gown and I slipped it off. Neither of us had spoken. She put her arms around my neck and we kissed.

Then everything happened very fast.





Portland, Oregon 2005 - Lithe

Not quite Portland but that is near enough for this blog, LL.

When I first established my self in the area I rented a condo for a few months. Most of my near neighbors were younger and I became friends with this lady over a period of a few weeks. She had moved down from Seattle a year earlier and apart from her work at Nike, she had a few friends, so we used to take in a movie when I was there and dinner, occasionally.

Eventually, and inevitably, our friendship was shared beyond just social outings and we ended up as bed buddies when we felt the need. I have lots of photos of Lynnette. She was lovely, kind and great company. She made me laugh when, at the time, you were messing me around. She also looked a great deal prettier than you too!




London 2004 - Big Girl

This is one (or should I say two!) from late Spring 2004. Taken in my London apartment that I had back then. I guess you could call it my 'bachelor pad'. It saw a fair bit of 'traffic in those halcyon days as did the Norfolk house and then later New Hampshire and concurrently Florida.

They were comparable to yours.... as yours were back then.... but firmer and perkier. I have enlarged this shot so it's a little fuzzy but she really didn't need enlarging!


Italy - Studio 2006 - Golden Girl

Another blown up shot. She had a beautiful natural all over tan. From northern Italy, hence the blond hair, we met in Naples, Italy when I paused from my wanderings in the City to have coffee mid morning. I called the UK on a short business call, speaking in English of course. Having finished the waiter came over to take my order, which I executed in fluent Italian.

At the next table was the woman above who at first glance I had taken to be anything but Italian. She said hello your Italian is very good may I join you. In fact what she said was the same, but in Italian viz ciao il tuo italiano è molto bravo aderire a te

I said yes and we shared a table which pleased the waiters as it freed up much needed space. I told her that I hadn't taken her for Italian at first but she explained she was taking a break down there from Northern Italy where she lived. I said something like Ah I have it. Many northern Italians are blond due to Austrian blood. I said I was on vacation too and exploring the sights. She asked what I did so used the photographer role rather than reveal my business interests as well.

She asked me what was in the bag I was nursing between my legs and I explained it was my camera and various lenses. She asked to see, so I opened the bag. She pointed to the largest lens, my 200 - 600 mm one. She said she hadn't seen one like that before and I explained it was a telephoto lens. I extracted it and showed her how it extended outward by quite a bit.

Innuendo flowed from her lips then about its size and extension with definite sexual undertones. I had to laugh and she did too. It broke the ice well and truly and we entered into an animated conversation about ourselves and Italy - all in Italian LL.

The upshot was that we agreed to have dinner that night at a restaurant that she knew. Never look a gift horse in the mouth, I thought. She was very attractive and we were both on our own. It would be a pleasant evening and I had no ideas of bedding her even if I had liked to.

That turned out to be completely wrong.

After a great meal at a little family restaurant I walked her back to her hotel and we had a couple of drinks in the lounge. That was when she said that she wasn't joking about my camera lens early that day. She wanted to sleep with me and didn't beat about the bush in suggesting it. So it was I spent the night with her and we both enjoyed each other once before sleep and twice in the morning. I took the shot above in her room the following morning LL





Denia, Spain 2006 - Two's Company


This was taken at the new place in Denia LL. The one in the hills that you never saw. The other place was a real sh**h**e but at least it turned a profit of $50k.

You may remember a blog in which I related an encounter with a Spanish lady. Quite young, in her thirties. These are two friends of hers that I met much later. This my pool there. Whether the earlier lady told them of my prowess or not matters little. She introduced them via an email as the previous lady was back in Madrid.

Reckoning on a nice photo session I agreed to see them for just a few photos - all they could afford, and arranged for them to come to my place for the session. Two roughly thirty year old women turned up in short summer dresses and I invited them inside.

A more brazen pair of posers in a photographic sense I had ever met. One was Spanish and one her English friend. I leave you LL to figure out which is which in the photo above.

It was hot outside so I suggested some indoor shots using the sun to highlight their faces and outlines. Their dresses were mid thigh so not that revealing but when we went outside they both slipped them off to reveal pretty skimpy bikinis. That was when the brazen posing came in. Sticking their butts out and laughing cupping their boobs in their bikinis...I wasn't complaining. They asked if they could use the pool and I said yes. In they both went and swam out to the middle where I could see them talking.

Next thing is they have removed their bikini tops and then their bottoms which they slung on the side of the pool. I took shots of course - who wouldn't. One appears above. they invited me to join the  so I did. I had trunks beneath my shorts. Once I was in they swum up to me and said we hear you have a reputation. Feigning ignorance I asked what reputation. They related my time with their friend. The lady who had introduced them.

Laughing they both reached below the water and tugged by trunks down and I removed them. Being in the water with two gorgeous naked girls did what it should have done - it aroused me, much to their delight and laughter. They both came very close and took turns playing with my fella below and I took the opportunity to  play with their boobs which they both enjoyed greatly. We all got out of the pool a little while later. I gave the girls towels and we dried off.

The English girl, Wendy, said where is the bedroom with the biggest bed, we can't leave yet our bikinis are still wet. We all ended up in there. Towels were left on the floor and all three of us on the bed...all naked. I was in a little bit of heaven. Two nubile young women, two pairs of boobs and two asses to caress and play with.

We soon sorted ourselves out. Me laying on my back. Wendy sucking my cock while I squeezed her boobs and the Spanish lady offering her pussy to my tongue. I flicked and she started to moan. Wendy meantime mounted me and started rocking to and fro slowly then more vigorously.  I took her boobs in both hands and squeezed and caressed them. That rocking by her on my pubic bone and her clit had her moaning and moaning. Mean while my little Spanish lady was also making sounds of pleasure as I licked and flicked her clit. I feel it was really hard that little thing so I licked faster and faster. That made me hard as I heard her uttering lots of ohs and that made Wendy ride me even more. Then it was  case of one then two then three.

One, Maria came with a lot of noise. Her thighs were either side of my head so when she did she squeezed her legs together and for a moment I couldn't hear a thing. Then Wendy was nearly there so I gave her a slap on the bottom and she gushed forth just before I shot my lot into her. We all collapsed in a heap - a tangle of bodies, legs and boobs, on the bed.

There we lay recovering for a short while. I was OK. I hadn't done much 'work'. It was then that Wendy started on my fella down there. She placed it in her mouth and swallowed what was dribbling out still, and then used her mouth to arouse me again. I looked down but my view was soon blocked when Mara straddled me and dangled her boobs into my mouth. What a threesome this was becoming. Eventually, Wendy had me really proud again and slid away to my side. Having had enough of being the receiver I decided to be the giver. So I rolled Maria off me gently and parted her legs kneeling between them.

Not wanting Wendy to miss out on the fun I got her to stand over Maria and open her legs. Maria held hers high and leaned them on my shoulders while I entered her and fucked her hard and fast. I made sure I came down on her clit relentlessly and I could feel she was getting there quickly. By now Wendy was offering her pussy up for a good licking so as Maria came I started on Wendy and let my load fly into Maria. I found out she was a screamer   and she uttered things in Spanish I didn't understand but knew what they meant in sexual terms....climax. I withdrew and quickly clambered over to Wendy who was enjoying my licking and flicking. She had the bigger boobs and they were a pleasure to handle after Maria rolled from under me..

Maria grabbed my cock from behind and there we were in some sort of orgy. I wasn't sure I could raise myself a third time but Maria lay under my legs head up and started sucking on me. That did it. I was on my way upward again. Wendy came then and her moans did it for me I took her again and although I reached my peak inside her there was little left to leave as a deposit. Quite a good term for a former banker!

I had Cava in the fridge and went and opened it, coming back to the bedroom with three glasses. Maria dipped her boobs into her glass and invited me to lick it off. I did. WE sat up against the headboard. Me in the middle and the two lovely ladies you see above LL either side of me. Boobs to the left of me and boobs to the right. So I played with both for a while much to the delight of the girls.

The younger ones may not be the most experienced but they are certainly very horny. We spent the rest of a very hot afternoon in and out of the pool, still all naked. Then Wendy left - I offered her a lift but she said she would walk. It's downhill from my place there in Denia.

Maria, well; she stayed and shared my bed that night.

What a day LL. Your life seems and seemed back then so humdrum compared to mine...and you thought you were being 'clever' going behind my back 😊



East Anglia, UK 2004 - Just Two Points.... Outside

When I took this in Norfolk thirteen years ago I recall the place was fresh with Spring growth and the grass and trees were a bright green.

Some short time before this photo you had revealed to me your infidelity with the man from over here, when you were with me in Florida. So it was apposite that the new beginnings of Spring coincided with my decision for a new beginning.

Like all the women I photograph there is no name for this one. Suffice to sat she was a fairly local girl who attended to my tonsorial needs, which were limited. As a consequence we talked and she knew a) I was widowed and b) someone (you LL) were messing me around. She was also a flirt and regularly - well ever five weeks or so -  bent over my head on some hairdressing pretense so that her boobs were right up against my skull. I enjoyed it naturally. She would also ask if everything looked good at the back holding up the usual mirror. I would look in the mirror in front of me and say looks great. She would smile a little flirtatiously and I would smile back. I'm not sure if the tip I always left could be construed as 'something else', but it amused me to thinks so.

One week that April I was taking coffee in a nearby cafe and in Jo walked. Headed straight for me and said do you mind if I join you. Naturally, I had no problem with that. By now I was enjoying both my freedom and the fact I owed no allegiance to you LL, in view of your behavior.  Inevitably, we got to chatting and Jo asked what I did with myself in my spare time and at weekends.

I decided to be a little economic with the truth and told her I went for walks had started out with photography and I traveled a fair bit, omitting that I dated a lot. I also omitted London property and those over here in the States and Spain.

She asked whether I would photograph her, to my surprise. 

You must remember LL that this was early days for me in taking shots of people. Most of my stuff to begin with was landscapes. It was my brother who got me into it. He said I 'had a good eye' and see things from a photographers viewpoint.

So I said yes (I didn't think of charging a fee back then as I didn't think I was good enough, yet). She said she could come to my place and suggested the Sunday coming.

So it was. Jo turned up and after coffee for me and Coke for her I took a series of photos. Portraits, full length, profiles etc. She said she had bought a change of clothes so I could photograph her in those too. I showed her upstairs to the bedrooms and left her in mine to change. I stood in the kitchen with my coffee, waiting.

Jo reappeared. She had definitely changed...into her birthday suit almost! She still had her blouse on but apart from that and her panties that was it and her panties were near see through as was her blouse.

She asked me to photograph her so I did. Her boobs were covered  by her blouse pretty much LL, so I got some great shots from the side and as requested from the rear, then close in. She slid her top off and asked me to keep shooting. I got some great photos of her boobs. She had a really nice figure.

As I viewed her through my camera which was on a tripod, she said you know I was leaning against your head with these on purpose, lifting her boobs with her hands. I said I reckoned so and that she was flirting with me when she did my hair.

She smiled and I told her she was a bit naughty. How naughty would you like me to be she then said, standing there with just her panties on. It was my turn to smile as I stepped round the camera and tripod and placed my hands on her waist. She reached up and kissed me and had  my trousers off in a trice along with my shirt. I guess you could say her approach was frenzied, looking back now. So there we were standing in my kitchen in Norfolk LL - she in her panties only, and me in my boxers.

The day room, as you will recall LL, is off the kitchen, with a dining area and couches, back then. She took both my hands and walked backwards to the larger couch, then very sexily slid her panties down to her ankles and kicked them off. Next thing was she was sitting with her legs apart and a pink area matching that of her nipples revealed. Lick me she said.

I knelt down and placed my head between her legs and started her off. Soon her juices were flowing and a few small moans were uttered she bent over my head so those boobs of hers were back again but unencumbered by clothes. She pulled my head up and then laid back. I used my fingers on her clit which was very wet. Rubbing vigorously faster and faster and then she came. I didn't stop and she convulsed a few more times then I went straight into her easily to my surprise, but she had a nice tight pussy and combined with my locked and cocked member we were both greatly stimulated. I felt her come again toward the end of my endurance although we had both started slowly, with me squeezing her boobs gently then really hard as we both came.

You could say: She came, I saw, I conquered. More accurately veni, vidi, vici. per Julius Caesar








Dorset, UK - 2007 - Rolling Hills

This quiet young woman turned out to be something of a tornado and her boobs reminded me in an amusing sort of way of the Purbeck Hills over there in Dorset, UK. Something to be gently climbed but worth it when you get there.

I was in the area for two reasons. One to just revisit some old haunts and two to look at property at Sandbanks, Poole. So I stayed in the best hotel in the area in Bournemouth. From there I visited the agent I had been talking to just to say hello as he knew what I was seeking and where.

I spent the day strolling around both Poole and Bournemouth. The following day I went to Sandbanks and met the agent there, after which I headed to Canford Cliffs for lunch at a place I knew was still there. Back to the hotel late that afternoon, I showered ready for dinner that evening in the hotel.

No women joined me at my table and no staff ladies propositioned me. Quite an uneventful trip thus far so, with one day left, I thought I would look up a few places I knew and then head back to my London apartment. Among the places I went to was Boscombe and the beach. As I was walking back I met the lady who features above. She was shocked to suddenly see me after some twenty odd years.

We had worked together in Bournemouth. I was in my thirties and she a mere youngster not yet twenty, in fact right out of school..then. Now she was in her thirties.

We reached a little cafe just 100 yards from the cliff top in Boscombe and decided to have a coffee and catch up on everything. She, Lyndsey, told me that she had been married but was now divorced. I expressed my regret, but she said it was a good thing as he was an arsehole, in her words.

We chatted about old times in the office we both worked in twenty odd years ago. She said that back then she was always a little aware of the size of her boobs and wore tight tops to tease us men in the office. I said it never went unnoticed and we laughed. I said it was certainly a talking point.

The cafe didn't offer much by way of lunch so Lyn said why doesn't she fix some lunch at her place and we can continue catching up. I said fine as I didn't have much on that day anyway. We walked back to her flat about half a mile away. My car was safely parked up in a car park.

Lyn fixed a light lunch and we sat at her table and talked about what had happened to both of us in the years that had passed. She said she was sorry about my wife who had passed four years previously. We continued to chat and I remember her saying that she always liked me as I was the nicest guy in the office and really built her confidence in her early days.

There was no room for a dishwasher in her place so I helped with the dishes and started thinking about leaving. That was when she put her hands on my shoulders and looked at me and said who you make love to me. In answer I kissed her and held her waist.

I think in retrospect she hadn't been laid in a while because she couldn't get her clothes and mine off quick enough. So it was that after twenty odd years I got to explore those 'rolling hills' intimately LL. They were very responsive and it was a pleasure I reveled in, as did she. We made love on her bed firstly in the normal way and then as I was still hard she mounted me and rode herself to a second climax.

I returned to London the following day very satisfied with my visit to Dorset!


New York - Studio 2007 - Slinky

This was purely a commission for a lady who works in the theatrical world.

India 2007 - Bridging the Gap

Life in 2007 was as you now know a series of travels, photo assignments and running my real estate businesses. During that year I decided on a trip to India. I had a number of inquiries via my website from various parts of the country and as a result gathered quite a portfolio of sights, wildlife and people.

I had yet to meet Ash at this point. It amuses me to think that you never knew where I was during this time always believing I was in the UK or Florida. I was everywhere in fact - all over Europe, in Africa and in India, Singapore, Hong Kong, Japan Oz and New Zealand

One such appears above. This was taken near Ranthambore National Park in Rajasthan, in the north west. This lady took me into the forest for  the shoot wearing a beautiful sari but when out of  sight and sound of people steered me over this bridge and then walked back to the other side. I took shots with my long lens and then negotiating the bridge carefully took close ups. A s I was changing lenses she must have slipped her sari off because the next thing was she was stark naked as you can see above.

Please take my photo like this she said so we staged various shots of which the above is one. She is carrying some of my equipment in the photo.

Until I visited India LL I had never seen an Indian woman naked. The color of her skin was a delight and being a 'modern' woman from the city she was shaved where it mattered. She had a really nice figure as you can see enhanced by a small tattoo and nice boobs.

I will expand on my India trip sometime in the future. 



London Apartment - 2005 - Taken in Hand

I took this with a Go-pro camera in London. The same hands that explored you, exploring another. Three guesses what she is doing, although I think one will suffice. Just a friendly neighbor, a very friendly neighbor!




Wyoming, USA 2006 - Ragged Lady


Wyoming is a big State with few people. I was here in 2006 as part of my exploration trips to and fro across the country. Places there are pretty far apart but the State is beautiful and so was the lady above who I came across at a filling station some where along US 14.

I had already been to Yellowstone and the site of the battle at the Little Bighorn and was making my way east toward Chicago eventually. She was the only other customer. I said hello as we both filled up and I grabbed a coffee to go. She asked where I was headed and I replied Chicago. Hell of a way she said smiling. Not today I said. Heading on a bit to find somewhere to stay - it was afternoon as I recall and there was a town some miles ahead before I got onto I-90.

As luck would have it she said I run a B & B how about you stay with me. I remember she quickly corrected herself by saying at my place, and smiling. I was weary-ish. It had been a long day and I was about to hit range country which is pretty endless LL. So I followed her aways to her place.

It was indeed a B & B with a small sign and vacancies hanging below the sign on separate hooks. I hauled my case and camera bag inside and she brewed coffee while showing me my room. There were no other occupants she said. Quiet time of year, although I reckoned it was pretty quiet all year round. She said it was a B & B but that evening she cooked up a meal and as there was only the two of us we ate together. I learnt that her husband had left her two years before for another woman.

To cut a long story short LL. We shared a bed that night. It just seemed to come naturally. She had long legs and a pair of decent boobs. Her figure not touched by childbirth - she had no children - was a delight to explore. The following morning before breakfast and before rising we made love gain but more vigorously than the night before. It was ten before we left the bedroom! From that you can get some idea how active we were. She seemed to have quite an appetite and I reckon it had been some time for her.

The shot above was taken out back at her place and the shredded vest was a bit of fun. She was good in bed and so I was persuaded to stay another night.....  







Los Angeles - 2007 - Playing Secretary

As I have mentioned before, I reckon I have bedded more women in California than anywhere else and this lady was one of them.

She was a contact on the West Coast that I had established through my website. She was able to get me a number of intros back in 2006. So finally in 2007 we met up in LA. I was her house guest and boy was she a good hostess....

She had sexual fantasies and wanted to enact some of them with me. One such being that she was my secretary and had gotten some of her work for me wrong. I was to 'punish' her. Not having much experience of such female dreams I went along with what she wanted...and this was just the first night of our time together! I took the shot above at the beginning of Act 1, LL. You life and what you offered me was so humdrum wasn't it.

I was supposed to be her boss and punish her for not finishing her work so I went along with the charade as she dished those fake specs and I told her to put don her pencil and come over to where I was sitting. Take off your shirt I told her and present your boobs to me. She came forward removing her shirt and bent forward just out of reach with her boobs dangling in temptation before me. She asked was she still naughty.

I told her she was and that for that a suitable punishment must be given. Take your panties off an bend over my lap I told her. (She had already related this scenario to me and wanted to play act it out).

Up to now there had been no physical contact until she lay across my lap her butt and pussy presented upward to me. She told me she deserved spanking. I placed my hand on the back of her thighs as she lay across me  and slowly brought it upward toward her butt, allowing my hand to brush her pussy as I did so. Then I slapped her right buttock and she clenched her arse. Harder she said and I did leaving a red mark temporarily. Again she said more rapidly please. I did as I was asked.

With my hand lying across her back and the other smacking different areas of her bottom I soon became aroused and she could feel it. I was only wearing my boxers so there was plenty of room for expansion.

Get up I told her and she did. Now stand over by the table. She did. I slapped both buttocks once more then slipped my boxers off and placed my right hand over her tummy moving quickly down to her wet pussy and rubbed her clit fast and hard. Punish me more she said, I deserve it. I reached for her boobs and squeezed them hard.

The pretend game ended there as she opened her legs bent over the table and I entered her. She wanted to be fucked hard. I did so much so that the table moved a bit. She was holding onto the sides of it and moaning alternately with shouting out as I thrust into her hard a with increasing speed.

I remember in writing this account LL that she was really very wet and I could hear to sound of that liquid noise as we had sex over that table. It reminded me of what you used to say 'they are talking to each other'.  In this case it was more of a full blown conversation.

I took her hair in my hand and pulled her head back as I continued, slowing the pace just a little while I sought her left breast. My hand encompassed it and I felt that her nipple was as hard as I was. I squeezed really hard and at that point she came. I felt extra fluid emanating from her pussy. Her moans at the moment spurred me on and I shot all I had into her.

Quite a naughty Miss.  She stood up and leaned against me as I played with her boobs from behind. Whether it was the heat of LA or her body against mine but I surprisingly felt aroused again. I gently massaged her wet and sticky pussy from where I stood behind her then just touched her clit which was still hard. It was like an electric shock had hit her. She shuddered and pressed her butt into me.

That was it. I was fully ready again so I took her to the couch and had her gain kneeling between her legs which she held open in welcome. This time I worked on both her boobs to great effect although we were slower and more exploratory this time. Long and slow which brought to where we both wanted to be. I think, if I recall correctly, the second time was more pleasurable for us both.

Not the end of our 'partnership' but the end of it for now.






 Cumbria, UK 2005 - Black Lace and Satin Skin

Once I knew what you were up to behind my back and indeed when you owned up to it in, I think, November 2005 I thought why waste a journey.

I had made contact with two or three other women in your neck of the woods. Even when you walked out without a by your leave when you handed the ring back, I wasn't going where you thought I was, to sleep alone. I just made it appear so...and you thought you had the upper hand. Within a half hour of you leaving that night, I was in bed with another just two miles away from where you are, still. You probably took me for a fool back then but I was far from it!

Remember when we came back from Cyprus that September? It was easy for me to send texts saying I was  at Nottingham, then home, when in fact I was with the lady above, down in Penrith. Her boobs were a generous enough replacement for yours LL and she never complained about my attention to her needs....nor did she have your baggage or morals.





Puerto Banus - 2006 - Commando?


The reference is to her panties in camouflage colors. I went there for a winter-ish break in March 2006 and bumped into this English lass literally down on the front where the yachts are moored. She was out there to start work for the summer. 

The place was fairly quiet at that time and I was looking at real estate in Marbella at the time so we hooked up for a while going to Marbella, Estepona etc etc. I treated her to lunches and dinners and we enjoyed each other's company.

Inevitably, we ended up in bed despite the age difference. Amazing how many women prefer older men. Experience and confidence, I guess. Who knows but I never complained. Looking at the shot above now, after over 10 years, it brings a smile to my face. Images of her curled up against me, sitting astride me while she came and her lovely body and boobs jiggling as she did.

Happy daze!


Puerto Pollenca 2006 - At a Loose  End?

PP is at the northern end of Majorca LL - just in case you didn't know. It's where Carole and I used to holiday. After that ended I went back and ended up entertaining and being entertained by this lady who had contacted me for a photo shoot. She met me at Las Palmas airport and drove me the hour or so to her place near PP.

The photo shoot became something else entirely. Jan is English with a place in London at the time. She had heard of me through friends there. I had flown out intending to stay just a couple of days - enough to get the job done. That extended to five days by request, because on night one she came to my bedroom stark naked and climbed in with me. Nothing said at first. She reached down and aroused me pretty quickly then rolled on top of me and then sat stride me jerking my cock. Above me in the what light there was I could see those wonderful breasts that you see above.

I remember she leaned over me and lowered her nipples into my mouth and I sucked on them, at the same time reaching down to play with and stimulate her pussy. I needn't have bothered she was soaking wet and wide open. So we had sex twice that night and by request the following morning as well. I was asked to stay on so I did. Who wouldn't in my shoes...or out of them.

The above shot was taken a couple of days after that night when we had spent time by the pool and were at a loose end before dinner. We had to fill it and we did and I did her!




London Studio 2007 - Phillipa's Secret

One of my 'posher' assignments in Knightsbridge London. A fashion and lingerie shoot for this lady - Phillipa who asked to be called Pippa.

This may appear to be a studio shot but was taken using one of the walls at her place as a backdrop. I think her body color and the green stand and stood out well against the wall color.

Women at this social level are no different to others and she was quite frisky on this our second day of shooting. Let's just say we enjoyed each other for that brief time the second day and thought nothing of it - both moving on.




New York 2007 - After a Transatlantic Flight - 'Front' Page News


I love this photo and others because it always reminds me of a friend with benefits I used to know in New York. She traveled and I traveled so whenever we were in each other's cities we enjoyed each other. She was what might be termed one of my regulars. The WSJ is hers, The Times mine as I had just arrived from London. I used to have this photo locked away in my study in London for some years




Italy 2006 - An Open-ing Invitation

Part of my Italian sojourn. Who could resist these boobs when they were as gorgeous as these. Italian women are so passionate too. Nothing like you LL. So alive and exciting to me as a man and, in this case, insatiable.

This lady was someone I came across on purpose in Palermo.

On that note and appropriately....

Ciao


Photographs in this blog have been edited to preserve anonymity. All photos are copyright. ©

Diary


For LL

Here's some of her diary LL. Happy reading. More appreciated by others than ever I was by you. This follow the copy emails I posted.


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Diary of a Woman Awakened

April 2005


Wednesday

I have by accident or fate met a wonderful man. A man who has awakened me in ways I never imagined possible. He is kind, considerate, generous and has the most wonderful smile and eyes that melt my heart. Writing these words he seems too good to be true, but he isn't. I have pinched myself a thousand times and told myself this isn't happening. It started when I saw him pitch in and help at an event at the church hall that I had organised to raise money for a loo at the church. He was just one of fifty guests but he pitched in with the clearing up that evening. I liked him from the start and when we spoke I thought he was a really nice man. I had no idea where it would lead.

Thursday a.m.

This is my second entry. The first was written in retrospect. Today I was at the church doing a few things. Husband at work children at school and the village quiet. As I walked out from the church I saw a man putting a bag into the boot of a car in the church car park. As I walked down the path to the car park I called out a cheery hello. He looked up and to my surprise it was the man from the previous evening. He explained he had been taking photographs by the village lake before he headed home to Norfolk and hoped I didn't mind his parking in the car park. I reassured it him that it was alright. I was on my way to the church hall so I decided to offer him a hot drink. He accepted and we walked the few yards to the hall.

As we approached the inner glass doors I could see him watching me and in particular my arse. Something happened to me then that I can't explain and am not sure I want to. I suddenly had the overwhelming feeling that wanted this man to make love to me. I felt hot and a little flushed at the thought but I think managed to control the blush I felt on my face. I filled the kettle and had every intention of making tea. The good Lord knows what I was thinking then because I just took my jeans off and my knickers with them. I hadn't given a thought as to what he would think or do. When I now look back I feel it might all have gone very wrong.

It didn't. As I found out to my delight he is a highly sexed man and my availability although  I thought sluttish, I think, was not refused. So today a man made love to me in the church hall while I bent over the sink. This is how it happened. He said nothing just walked over took me by the waist kissed me on the neck and then moved his hands up under my clerical top and undid my bra. I pushed it up and away from my tits as I heard him undo his belt and lower his trousers. His hands were warm and he made me tingle all over as I felt his fingers begin to explore my breasts. I felt his left hand holding my breast and squeezing me. I was very wet and I just parted my legs as the longing for sex took over I wanted him inside me quickly and soon.

He placed his cock between my legs. I could feel it was large and ready. He found me and the sensation I felt today of his cock sliding between the lips of my vagina was wonderful. Even now this afternoon as I write this I can't believe what I did and what i enjoyed just a few hours ago.

I am staring out of my window recalling what happened next. I bent forward right over the sink and remember looking out of the window onto the village street and thinking what if someone sees me. At least I had the forethought to lock the doors. Another thought entered my head and I switched the kettle on in the hope that the windows would steam up.

I feel his cock between my legs now and I have just crossed them to stop anything more happening today. Before it all happened I said fuck me hard and fast I think. He did. The sensation of another man entering me as he did was so different to the usually limp offering from my husband. He filled me side to side and all the way in. God I can still feel it as I write this. I gripped the edge of the sink as he entered me in and out again and again hard against me and hard inside me. I felt his swollen balls hitting my clitoris but that wasn't  what made me come in the end it was the way his cock repeatedly hit that spot just inside me that did it. I came like I had never come before. Usual my husband finishes before I have even reached a climax. This today was so different and so very wonderful.

He was still hard even as I was contracting repeatedly on his cock. He kept going  he was still hard inside me and then my God I came again. I have never felt that before ever. He came too with a groan. I am know I was noisy with my moans but feeling him shoot inside me and that male grunt as he did was so sexy. I just wanted him to take me in his arms and cuddle me. He did. He turned me round kissed me and enveloped me in his arms. What a wonderful feeling that was. The best feeling.

I thought we might lie together in the back storeroom for a while I didn't want him to just take me then leave. He had no intention of doing that as he helped me lay out some cushions on the floor. We were both naked. I could feel he was watching me as I bent over and laid them out. I told him how wonderful our sex was and that it was the best I had ever had. He smiled and asked if I wanted to do it again. That really surprised me . My experience until today has been  just feeble attempts at unsatisfying sex once a week if I'm lucky. Now here was a man who wanted me twice within an hour!

Thursday p.m.

Back to the diary after writing Sunday's sermon. How opposite are the two documents. One spiritual the other unashamedly carnal.

The storeroom and me lying on my back with this lovely man kneeling between my open legs. I look and can see his cock is still sticky and wet from before. He's getting there for the second time but I want to encourage that gorgeous appendage even more so I take it my hand and caress it into something larger. His hands are on my thighs stroking me. I love it so much. Then he moves to my hips but doesn't linger before his hand is moving across my tummy.

Then I feel the warmth of his hands encircling my breasts. Oh my it is so very good that thought. I full them engorged and my nipples responding by going hard. I want him to suck them. He's hard too now, rigid and seeking a home. He lowers himself towering over me as his tongue flicks my nipples in turn. I guide him into me so easily this time. I am more than ready.

That feeling has hit me again as I remember his entry, so I am crossing my legs even tighter as I write this. He took things slowly and beautifully rotating his cock around in side me and the pleasure it gave me this morning was fabulous.It seemed like hours that he pleasured me in this way but it wasn't of course. I came again when he found a particular spot in side me. I think it's called the G-spot. I will have to look it up. I'm so ignorant of these things. He isn't.

He hadn't finished  but he did make love much faster and coming down on my clitoris as he did I had another orgasm then it was over as I felt him come inside me. We lay in each others arms in that windowless room for a little while before getting dressed. I said I wanted to see him again and he agreed. Then shortly after he was gone. I have his email address and will be in touch. That word touch and his touch, so electrifying, so wonderful. 

Friday

I slept well last night alongside my boring husband thinking of the events the day before. I must be careful not to mention his name in my sleep! Apparently I shouted it out yesterday in the throes of my climaxes but have no recollection that I did.

Today is tempered by the rain outside the approaching weekend and my duties as vicar. I must try to banish thoughts of sex from my mind. It isn't that easy as this morning I received an email from my lover saying how much he enjoyed the excitement yesterday and how much he liked me. Sitting here with my hair tied back in a pony tail and again in old jeans I have never thought as myself as beautiful but his word in the mail make it clear he sees me as very beautiful and desirable.

I am am going to buy a pay as you go mobile today so we can stay in touch - that word again touch. I see sex in almost every word I write and thought that I think. What is happening to me? Whatever it is I don't want it to stop.

Later

I have the phone now and can call him and text. Not today though family and church have to have my attention.

Sunday

Morning service has been and gone. The usual faces there and I think my sermon went down well. I am taking Evensong at my other parish  later but have been giving thought to how to spend two days in Norfolk and have a plan. I will let my lover know tomorrow when family and church are not uppermost in my mind.

Monday

We talked forever on the phone. He called me which was nice but he knew I was free. We talked of the visit and I am going to drive there on Wednesday. I am going under false pretences of course. A visit to the shrine of Our Lady of Walsingham and a visit to Norwich Cathedral.

I can't wait. My only partner has been my husband and what he does with me my only measure of sex apart from masturbation. Now I feel sexually alive after last week. I feel I have burst out of something restrictive and binding. My lover, I will call him F, I think, has told me that he has devised a way to organise that other woman out of his life. She has been cheating on him anyway. Now I will have him to myself.

Tuesday

I'm excited. The anticipation is unbearable. I want him to hold me in his arms to fuck me senseless and do whatever he wishes with me. I have lots of naughty thoughts now. Ways in which we can have sex, the things he does to me in my fantasies. Tomorrow can't come quick enough.

Wednesday

I change after my husband and the children have left and put on makeup. I don't wear very much normally. I'm wearing a summer dress mid thigh length and on a whim and a naughty thought I remove my knickers and put them in my bag and set off for Norfolk and two days of wondrous sex.

Friday

I am back home. Exhausted, elated happier than I have ever been and feeling very fulfilled as a woman. I will write up what happened later but I have told F about this diary which is stored online and password protected. I have given him the password. 

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Hope you found her diary enlightening. It was written in Spring 2005 which, if you cast your mind back, will tell you something. I will post a little more in due course.

Ciao